newly Diagnosed HSV2

Julie
Hello.  I was just diagnosed with HSV2 and I'm still taking it in.  I have a lot of questions though.
Is it hard to find partners or getting into relationships with this?
Is it normal that my outbreak is bloody?
Do you guys tell possible SO or partners right away?
Is this going to be as hard to live with as I think?
Any tips and advice for outbreaks is welcome because I was just diagnosed yesterday and I am still in the middle of my first outbreak and it is awful.