jealousy

I'm sad and jealous but I'm also happy. Both my sister-in-law are pregnant and now I find out one of my cousins is pregnant with her third child. My husband and I are wanting to have an other baby but we have to wait three months before we can start trying for baby number 2 because we will be going on Cruise. The Cruise leaves out of Miami Florida and if they have had reports of Zika virus. We had book the cruise over a month ago.