Question...

I have been married five years and I can't remember the last time my husband and I made out? Is that weird. Do you all still make out with your husband? And It bothers me because my husband doesn't really show affection besides a peck..and he will say he loves me. But that's it it like I can be like making a move to try to have sex in morning before we go somewhere and he knocks me down saying "later". Then later comes and he goes to bed. Idk it just hurts my feelings and I have brought it up to him so many times and he always says  he's not going to " wrote me a love letter everyday" or says he does show affection and he doesn't. I feel guilty because I'm starting to like the small attention a man is giving me that I work with. No I'm not cheating or anything because I just want that from my husband idk....like how much affection do you and your husband show?