one of those days when I'm just over it ...

You spend so many years trying to prevent pregnancy and when your finally ready to have a family it's impossible . TTC month 6. On CD17. My cycles are irregular first month using opk and so far nothing but negatives.. I try to temp but I get up at 4am for work and it's hard to remember.. maybe my positive opk isn't for awhile since I'm irregular . Just the waiting is so terrible . Idk what's worst negative opk test or pregnancy test . Just feeling down trying