Wtf just came out of me?!

Every now and then I use my dildo bc my boyfriend likes to watch but after I used it about two months ago my vagina hurt so damn bad and so I figured out that I wasn't cleaning it properly and gave myself a uti so I haven't used it in in awhile but recently I started using it again and I haven't had any pain and the last time I used it was about four days ago and after using it the last time I didn't feel any pain still but today I woke up and I had the same symptoms as if I had just used it. My vagina hurts and I pee every two seconds. So I took a shower so I could pee freely and now I'm sitting naked on my bed with my towel between my legs bc it relieves some of the pain but I just peed on it and I went to put it in the washer when I realized this is what came out?!? Is it cum or something else????