masturbating with a pillow?

ever since i was 7 i've been masturbating with a pillow. ( when i was young i didn't do it sexually it just felt good) now, i can't reach an orgasm unless i'm sitting on something and rubbing my clit on it. how will this effect my sex life as i grow up? 

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