please don't judge me...

I think I'm pregnant, but I think I'm further along than I originally thought. In about September I started to feel really light fluttering and popping that I though was gas because I had a lot of bowel movement as well. Lately it's been getting more and more frequent and I've been getting light cramps and the worst stabbing pains absolutely everywhere. I'm quite fat so I don't think I'd be able to feel anything or show I have put on a bit of weight but I know my body I am very in tune with it. There was one month I had an extra long menstrual cycle, and the month after that I had some weird discharge. I've been having the worst mood swings and feel so awfully off all the time. I really think I'm pregnant.