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Just Frustrated

Amanda • Mon, Nov 28 • Music Therapist * Crafter * Reader * Nap Taker * Dog Lover * Daydreamer * TTC #1

I just really need to vent. I am so frustrated tonight. This is our first cycle TTC, the 2nd off BC. I understand that it takes a while for hormones to level out, we have only been trying a short amount of time, etc...BUT I want a baby more than I can explain. I have wanted a baby for the longest time, it just took years to convince my husband that the time was "right." So for me, though we have only officially been TTC for a month, it feels like years. I can not imagine what it would be like to try for years with no success. I am 32 and I want multiple children. I hate to mention the biological clock...but tick tock.

According to Glow, my AF is 2 days late, but according to my bbt, I could be ovulating now. Copious tests have been BFN for pregnancy. opk predicted peak fertility around the 11th.

There have been a hundred stupid things that have just frustrated me to no end today and I am just at the end of my rope. I am not a cryer, but my fantasy football team is losing big (on top of it all) and I just want to eat ice cream and drown all of my sorrows!!

Thanks for reading my vent. I am thankful there is a forum I can express all of this without judgement!

Thanks! ❤️

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