Daddy Issues
Tomorrow, last year, my daddy died. I'm 30 weeks pregnant. I'm getting ANXIOUS. I don't want to stress my baby out being anxious. I have a 4 year old son, and I REALLY don't want to be snapping off on him for just being a 4 year old boy. I can't drink. I can't smoke any herb. I PRAY TO GOD my boyfriend doesn't work tomorrow so he can be here to keep me present. He held me down last year when it happened. He said I would cry in my sleep. But I don't remember. 
My daddy would have been BEYOND PSYCHED to have a granddaughter.
He was sick for years before he passed. Emotionally a bit abusive so I have cut him off mostly, but on Thanksgiving I made up with him and told him i love him. Then he died.
I feel shitty. I wish I could have made up with him sooner. Or have been strong enough to understand he was not well and not let his outbursts and words run me away.
I WISH I HAD SOME HERB 🌿 RIGHT NOW
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