I miss being pregnant

Tori • Military wife . Momma to a 5 year old daughter. Currently pregnant with my little guy due 8/14.
The ache in my heart knowing I won't have anymore babies is almost unbearable for some reason. It's almost like a repeat of before I got pregnant after trying 3 years. I don't want anymore so I don't get why I feel this way.. 😩😭 Maybe it's the baby being an angel, maybe it's me wanting more. Even though I really don't think I do. I have 2.  Anyone else?