Thinking about getting pregnant again!

Hi GIRLS..

So hopefully some of yal will respond😊

I've been married for 2 year's now to the man i believe I'm truly in love with

He's 32 almost 33 I'm 31

He's got 2 boys from his previous relationship one is 9 the other will be 12 in January..

I have 3 kids as well 2 girls one boy.

We have been talking about having a baby since last year!

It happened but unfortunately in April 2016 we lost the baby💔

The Drs said it's not a good idea for me to get pregnant again being I'm at hige risk.

Ive lost 2 still borens in the past as well but that was year's ago by another marriage.

So Ive had 2 still boren

1 miscarriage

My 2 other pregnancy we're great!!

So I asked the Dr if it was ok to get pregnant again she said NO!

Im a little over weight im 5"10 weighing at 250 our more.. The Dr thinks it's not a good idea due to my weigh and previous situations.

But i feel fine.. My husband really wants his last baby I'm so scared but excited.

Idk i feel like Drs can be mean and not sometimes always right..

So what yal think should I?

It's so CONFUSING 😱