Im a new mom with a 2 month old, and recently our family has been through a tragedy... her papi (grandpa) passed away on the 25th.... well, one night i woke up my boyfriend to help me with the baby because i couldnt get her back asleep, and he started to cry.... he was dreaming that he was talking to his dad and i woke him up before he got a chance to ask him some very important questions.. my heart sank. Ever since then i have refused to wake him up incase it were to happen again. But i am having a very heard time controlling my anger when she wont go back to sleep. Tonight I tried feeding her, changing her, and even holding her and nothing worked. Well... my anger got the best of me and i picked her up and yelled at her, and she instantly started screaming... i felt horrible and i couldnt stop crying... i felt like a horrible mom.... she has finally calmed down now that i have given her another bottle, but she is barely eating it.. how do you control yourself in situations like these? This isnt the first time its happened, but this is the worst its ever gotten and i feel like i am a horrible mom and i cant stop crying....