When will it be my turn

I just took my first round of clomid, I was very excited. Well it is.my fertile window, had intercourse Monday and then Tuesday had a positive fertile test. My partner and I stared have intercourse and ask him to do me from behind. Well after that he became very upset and said I am selfish and because I started crying he informed me I have mental issues and does the want a baby anymore. I'm 31 I don't have much longer. I'm sad and very confused and feel like I missed the biggest opportunity.