too stressed, but hope to ovulate <3

Ladies, I don't know about you, but waiting for my ovulation day is nerf racking!! I'm so scared I'll miss it again (this will officially be round 1 of TTC). Making sure to test OBK everyday now after my period. I know I'm not supposed to be stressed as this can affect your hormones (already have high prolactin levels), but I'm obessed with googling baby-related/conceiving topics (not even to talk about the insomnia) Been waiting to TTC for years now. Finally we can start. The best gift I can get this Christmas is a positive pregnancy test 😔 may the force of baby dust be with us all during this festive season ***