Losing your child and how to cope?

How do you cope with losing a child? Any groups for moms like us? How do you sleep through a whole night? I recently lost my child at 23 weeks on November 13. He was my first child. I have a great support system. My boyfriend and I talk about it so we don't bottle things up because he took it hard to. I cry everyday wishing I could go back to that day just to hold him again.