Fear!!

My husband and I habe been trying to have our secomd baby for 2 years now and no luck!! Today counts the 4th day of my period being late. I have cramps, feel like I'm starting but no sign of it.. My husband keeps texting me if I have done a test because he's dying to have another baby... But every month getting my period has become a dissappointment and its already been 3 times that I've been late a few days but i temd to be regular, then Ill take a test and ots negative.. the feeling that comes after of giving up, of how my hubby feels, breaks me every time. I'm afraid of going into the store taking a oregnancy test and get another negative I dont think I can handle thay right now. Am I the only one?