Advice

I need some advice on somethings. Me and my husband just decided to start TTC for what feels like the millionth time. This was my fertile week and I have found myself just thinking and thinking and thinking about pregnancy. I don't want to stress myself but I can't clear my head. That's all I think about. I'm a stay at home wife and I feel like I just dwell on it. I've had a miscarriage before, 2 years ago and I just want a baby SOOOO bad. How do y'all deal with I guess the "waiting period" 😩