need to vent.

I wish I can just be on metformin or clomid already. Or some type of meds so I can conceive. My apt for my pelvic ultrasound is just taking so damn long. And if I make an apt to see another doctor what do I tell them? I've been on birth control for almost a month. My first time ever using a contraceptive. (Well that I have to take lol) she wants to me stay on bc for 6 months so I can regulate my period. But I don't wanna wait. I don't wanna prevent anything. I wanna be pregnant.