It's my last appointment today! May cancel it due to road conditions. Had the first decent snow of the season and roads are crap. Mom has an AWD but it's tiny... And the other drivers here suck butthole.

Emotions are everywhere as I found out last night one of my cousins died. He had alot of issues he couldn't overcome, but it still hurts. My brother isn't taking it well... Hes the only male left now (we only had 2 in our generation out of about 25).

Csection is scheduled for Saturday. Funny, my other cousin had her daughter 2 years ago 3 days after my grandfather died. Now mine comes about 4 days after my cousin (who was raised by said grandpa). Funny, huh?

Not sure what to feel...besides cold.