back and fourth on wanting boy or girl...

So I have a 3 year old daughter and 12 weeks with my rainbow baby. I keep going back and fourth on do I want a boy or girl. Of course healthy baby is all that matters. But sometimes I'm like I want a boy so I can have both a girl and a boy then I'm like but I really want another girl so she has a sister and best friend like I did. Ahhhh😭 Was anyone else like this?? I find out next week.