Yesterday was our very first appointment. I was already 9 weeks. I was very anxious for this appointment, it felt like time dragged to get to that time. My ultrasound was scheduled at 945, and I didn't called back till 10:45ish... I'm excited, nervous, and scared. As I sit down on the table, the lady takes my information, she asks "how many pregnancies", I calmly say "this is my 4th"... then the next question... "how many live births".. I softly, holding back tears, answer "just 1"..... i laid back, flash back to my first miscarriage, the very last time I got to see my baby, and the last ultrasound I had. When I saw my sweet Aiden, with no heartbeat.. (16 weeks)