Honestly don't think i'll ever decide to have another child.

But for now, i get to deal with ER visits constantly from not being able to keep anything down. As soon as i eat or drink anything it comes right back up. They have had me on 4 different medications to try and help my "morning sickness" and they all tend to work for a few days then stop. My body hates me. "It could be worse" says everyone. This is the worst, i can barley attend my college classes let alone try and go a full day at work. I'm exhausted from not eating much, and puking on top of that. 

I am miserable. Seriously miserable. No one seems to understand how hard i'm taking this. I know pregnancy is a blessing but feeling like this since 8w isn't such a blessing anymore.😞