TMI post partum tears not healing properly?

Hi, posting this anonymously as I'm embarrassed! I'm 8 months pp and I had quite bad tearing. Everything seemed to be healing ok at my 6 week check, but more recently I have noticed I just seem to be more "open" down there (!) and there seems to be an odd bulge, it just looks a mess! No pain or anything anymore, just feels a bit weird. Anyone else experienced this? Something for the doctor or will it just continue to heal more and more over time? Or could it be prolapse? I have no idea what that is really. Help!!!😂