just need to talk

I feel like no matter what I do I can't make enough money. I am a cosmetologist (hair stylist, beautician whatever you wanna call me) I work at a small salon and business is slowing down and I don't know why. I do. It own the salon but I might as well with the way I take care of the business. I have pored so much effort and money into it and no matter what everything is just hurting the business and now my relationship. Hubby doesn't want me to leave the salon but I think it would be best if I did. I'm not bring home but mayb $900 a month home and that barely take care of the bills that I have. I just need to know that everything will be ok or if I should just go ahead and find another place to work. The owner of the salon won't pay for towels, cleaning supplies, advertisement, or remodeling of the salon. The salon is stuck in the 80's. I have painted the place to get rid of the awef red that was on the walls. But even after being active in the community the salon won't get off the ground. I have people that wanna come work at the salon but I am scared to hire anyone cuz business is slow. I'm just so stress and I know that isn't good for baby making. My hubby tells me that we will be fine and that we have all the money we need but I want a little wiggle room. 😢