wow it's been a while!

Hi ladies! It seems like forever ago I was posting and reading on here ALL the time. It's amazing what a baby can do with your time! My Connor boy just turned ONE, 3 weeks ago 😢 it does not seem possible! I have been off birth control since october. We didn't have any intentions on trying just yet. But I was tired of feeling "off" all the time.  We recently just agreed to "see what happens".  So no planning or preventing lol.  I'm in a wedding Sept 9th so I would like to avoid being a whale up there 😂 I'm also totally nervous to add another one to the mix. Connor is the greatest baby and I can't imagine not giving him all my love and snuggles.  I was having major baby fever before he turned one but now that my hubby is wanting to give it a go, I feel like we should wait longer. It makes me feel like maybe my strong urge was because I couldn't start trying? Who knows. I'm venting at this point. lol hope all is well!!!