Vent and looking for some understanding

First, I'm dealing with a rough case of pregnancy guilt. I see so many posts from people on here who are upset because they've been TTC for years and then their best friend or sister pops up pregnant. It hurts their feelings. Well, I'm the person who popped up pregnant. Yes, my husband and I were trying. Yes, we got pregnant after trying for four days (approximately). We are very blessed and so excited for this!!! However, I'm very good friends with two sisters. One of them had a miscarriage last Christmas and the other just had a miscarriage a few months ago. They weren't super early miscarriages, either, not that it makes a difference. My two best girl friends are having issues getting pregnant as well. I'm terrified to even tell any of them because I don't want to upset them. It's so hard to pretend like nothing is going on with me, but I don't want to cause any hurt feelings. 😔

The other issue is with my husband. He left his job mid-November to work somewhere that he had the potential to move up. He had been with his previous job for 2 years and switched to this other job at UPS. He took a pay cut ($14/hr to $11/hr) in order to get this other job where there is potential to move up and make more money. He loves this job but found out he is seasonal. He's at the top of their list to rehire permanently in January though. Well, he also got a little part time job at Bed, Bath, and Beyond to supplement the pay cut. Well, now he is telling me that he is going to turn down the UPS job and try to make BBB work because he is tired of being on the opposite schedule from me. He's working 3rd and I teach. We also have a 5 year old so already, FYI. I try to talk to him, but I don't want to "boss him around" in any way, shape, or form. I'm not the dominant here and I don't like when I have to try to play that role. The BBB job is part time and only pays $9.50/hr. I'm stressing out so much because idk how we are going to be able to afford this new baby. I'm so hormonal and so upset about everything but idk what to do. NC teacher salaries suck and I barely made it on my own as a single mom with just my 5 year old. 😫