Until my maternity leave is over. Ugh, I have so many feelings about this. I'm excited to get back to work and use my new lab (I work in a medical clinic that just opened their new building), excited to get a paycheck again, looking forward to seeing co-workers. Super anxious to leave my little man, afraid he's going to cry the whole time I'm gone and I'm afraid I'm not going to be here when he hits his next milestones. I just want to hold him and snuggle him all day and night.