It's hard.


Girl at work and I are both TTC baby #2. She's 26 and I'm 31. She doesn't suffer from PCOS like I do and has both of her ovaries (I only have my right).

She just sent me a text with her BFP.

I am beyond excited for her. I cried because I am so happy for her. And I'm personally extremely frustrated.

I do all the charting. BBT. Cervical mucus. With hild sex until my most fertile days. Why can't it be so easy.

I'm happy, sad, and mad all at the same time.

Hopefully her baby dust will rub off on me.