Is this weird or unusual?

I generally watch lesbian porn because it focuses on the woman's pleasure. When I watch porn (certain porn) I get so angry but it makes me horny to the point where I masturbate. I watch some straight porn but I really don't like the way women are treated in most of the videos ,but if I stumble across one I get so angry but horny at the same time and give into masturbation. I stopped watching porn because of some of the gruesome things I've seen. I don't mean to click on the ones I know I'm not too into ,but watching the same clips can get a bit boring. Has anyone else had a certain type of porn make you angry but your body reacted differently?