😩 I want to go into labor naturally

I know I'm only 31+3 weeks but I have induction scheduled for 39 weeks. Really rough pregnancy, had Preterm labor stopped twice and we found out I have issues with my placenta. I was induced with my first baby at 37 weeks due to preeclampsia. This may be my last baby and with how rough this pregnancy has been, I would love to redeem it with a memorable labor story you know? This may sound lame and obviously a healthy baby is all I'm praying for regardless of how he gets here. But I'd love to experience going into labor on my own. Mayyyybe baby will come a little early 😇😬