I just want to see my baby boy one time😔

I've carried you and your sister for 18 weeks..😓 But the doctor says your getting too tired to fight anymore. I wish I could fight for you son and help you grow. I feel like I'm dying myself and I don't know how to be strong. God please help me. Please. I don't want to lose my baby but I don't want him to struggle anymore.. Lord I need you right now. Please help me!! Please watch over my babies🙏🏾🙏🏾😣