I've been trying to get my grades up all semester and I can't cause I was working too much and I kept getting overwhelmed and my mom kept trying to ask me why I was doing bad and then I would tell her and then she would say "that's an excuse" when a minute before she literally asked me for a reason and I kept telling her I needed to lower my work hours and she wouldn't listen and THEN two weeks before the end of the semester she finally let me work less hours and then it was too late and then I just began to give up cause I was too overwhelmed and I've  already ruined my school career thus far so I might as well ruin it more cause I can't keep up with anything cause i can't stay organized and then I don't know where to start on anything but it doesn't matter cause I'm not gonna become anything one day cause I'm just a failure and can't do anything right. I give up