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Just had chocolate peanut butter ice cream for breakfast.... 😭😭😭 
I'm a monster! Between all the crying and burping and heartburn and grumpy spells I'm just a normal person trying to grow a baby and survive!! 
Anyone else have no self control??
I have also been googling WAY too much and am terrified of my ultrasound at my appointment next week. Can't stop worrying that they won't be able to find baby or that my little nugget didn't keep growing. 
How do you beat the fear??Â