So I got a call from my doc saying that I failed my 1hr test. My blood sugar was at 150 and 130 was the cut off. Now I have to go do the 3hr test.

As I sit here, I can't help thinking "what did I do wrong?"

The worst part for me is that I cut so much sugar out of my diet when I found out I was pregnant. I pride myself on my pregnancy diet.

And now I feel like a complete failure. I feel like I have failed my little man in there. And to make matters worse, this is baby #4 for me. I didn't watch my diet with my other kids and passed with flying colors. Which makes me feel even worse.