all alone

I'm 14weeks pregnant in me n my boyfriend been great but we got into a little argument he took all his things left n changed his number I think it was more to it but I'm so hurt n trying not to cry cause I'm pregnant I just don't wanna go threw this alone 😞😞 I had to tell somebody baby boy due in June hate when ppl say he will come around HELL NALL THATS NOT RIGHT I NEED A GROW MAN NOT A LITTLE BOY