Sad, Confused, Heartbroken

 Ok so Thursday my SO told me he broke his phone right,? And he called me from an unknown number at work. So Friday he called me from his number and was like he couldn't get another iPhone because they were all out so they ordered him one. So I was like ok. He say they have him a little flip phone until his cane on. But what made me suspicious is that his number was still coming up as an iMessage. Which iMessages are only between iPhones. So I asked him about it and he said I was tripping and He was like call sprint if you don't believe me. I called sprint and they said sometimes that does happen when you've had an iPhone and switch to another one. They say your phone still generates the number as an iPhone but here it is Sunday and his number was still showing as an iPhone. But after I approached him about it and asked him was he fooling around and just didn't want me to contact him he said no and got so mad to the point where he has been ignoring me. And tons of phone calls and messages later he has blocked me. Now I will say ladies I'm not easy to deal with lol I have serious trust issues and we get into it a lot because I start to think negative but we always find a way to get through it. Now that he's blocked me I feel heartbroken. Idk if these 5 months were in vain or I was just being naive. 5 months isn't a Long time but sometimes you feel like you connect with a person then when they turn out to be different it takes you for a loop. Idk what to do not bebhearbriken and move on. Maybe he will come around when he's unmad. Idk. He was even the first one to say he loved me. I'm so confused.