need to vent

I just need somewhere to vent to! I've been married for five years & been with my husband for 7.. highschool sweethearts. Well my son is 7.5 months & our relationship has been going down the drain since I was about five months pregnant. This Christmas was my last straw. I'm so upset & sad that I have to make this hard decision because I wanted to make it work for our family but he has no respect for me & he doesn't even care to make things better. I'll be getting a divorce lawyer when I get home. I hate that he & we couldn't get our relationship back on track we use to be so in love but I guess things & people change over time! Be