Anyone trying to get pregnant with 4th child?

🌺Natalie🌺 • Mommy of 4 wonderful cuties 👧🏽👧🏾twin grls and 2 handsome boy’s 👶🏽👦🏽 adding to our tribe a princess due 2/8/2020. A wife to my bff 💑family means everything to me.
We want another boy.👶🏽 And I don't know why but it just seems harder this time around.🙄 I'm 34 and this could quite possibly be our last child. I'm just feeling drained with the process.