So I wasn't really sure where to post this but I just needed advice from somebody because I don't feel like I have anyone else to talk to about this. So a by of background, until I was 17 years old my biological father was mentally and emotionally abusive to me. He had been abusive to my mom and sister in the past but they no longer had much contact with him because of it and I had never noticed that side of him till I moved in with him because even though he would be abusive he would buy me everything and I guess with being young I didn't think it was a problem.  Anyway, I cut all ties with him but I've had a hard time recovering since then. Fast forward, I got married about a year ago and I always looked at my husband as somebody who would never hurt me. Then we moved into his parent's guest house and I started to notice how bad of a temper he had and how poorly he treated me as well as how poorly his family treated me. This went from January until October when my mom told me to finally say something. My husband said he was sorry and that he would try to change. We have now moved to Texas and he is doing better but the problem is that I no longer trust him and I don't feel the same love for him that I used to. I just don't know what to do because I don't want to give up on him and I still love him but I don't like I'm IN love with him anymore. I don't know what to do, please help!!