anxiously waiting to test

I'm only late by one day and I tested but not with first morning urine so I am going to test on January 1st. Hopefully this is a sign. But I think I've been having symptoms although I've never been pregnant. But my breast have been agitating me, a little sad, been sleeping more, back pains and today I noticed my feet are swollen, I've had minor headaches and I feel bloated. Gosh hope AF don't show up but I promised myself that I wouldn't test again till 01/01/2017 because I seem to get disappointed every time. Dear God I pray for a miracle, Please allow this to be what we have been waiting for, I understand if it's not my time but hopefully my time comes sooner than later, Amen.