I'm trying to be body positive but I just can't. I honestly don't like myself and always compare myself to others. In 5 ft and 95 pounds and my boyfriend doesn't like it. He knows I have a fear of hitting 100 and hates that I weigh myself because he's worried I'll starve myself. I just skip meals, that's all. And he even told his dad last night with me there that I thought I was fat and ugly!! No no. I like seeing my hip bones and outline of my ribs, and sometimes I'm just not hungry but he thinks it's bc I just restrict what I eat. I don't know what to do because I think he's getting annoyed and he has every right to.