When will it be my turn? 😪

Not the way I expected my New Year to start. My brother and his g/f announced they are expecting last night. A baby was not in their plan at all. I am now the only one of my siblings who has yet to get pregnant/have a baby, yet I'm the oldest. My husband and I have been trying for a year next month, and I am devestated. We have an appointment with a Gyn in March, but I'm feeling extremely pessimistic about it and hopeless. I plan to spend the first day of 2017 in bed crying on and off and feeling sorry for myself. 😭😭😭