Soooo jealous 😭

Just found out someone is expecting in August and I didn't know until their New Year announcement. I was due to test NYE but AF came early so what I had imagined would be a celebration was actually very depressing. Since their announcement today I feel so much worse. I feel bitter, upset and so jealous I actually cried at home. My husband thinks my reaction is totally unreasonable and doesn't understand. I have to post here because I obviously can't talk to anyone about this. Sorry rant over x