I know I'm probably gonna sound bratty or that I don't care about other ladies feelings, but as a pregnant woman it it hard to be rational. I was scheduled to have my first appointment and ultrasound on January 5th. Got a call from my doctors office that I have to reschedule since my dr had a death in the family. This is where I got emotional. My last pregnancy ended in a missed miscarriage. Had I been able to have an ultrasound when I asked, we would have seen the baby had passed at 7 weeks and instead of finding out out 11 weeks. It has been over a year of trying and finally expecting. I'm 7 weeks and 3 days and will be 8 weeks at the time of first appointment. Now it's pushed back a week and my anxiety is through the roof. I needed that appointment for proof that my baby was ok. So I cried. I asked friends if they new of any local places that do private ultrasounds and everyone keeps telling me to calm down and be patient. Well no shit! That isn't the point. Has anyone else felt this way or had a similar situation?? I feel like I'm losing my mind right now.