I can't but feel so sad, mad, angry, upset, disappointed in myself. This is month two of trying for a baby and nothing. I did everything by the book and had sex when I was fertile and nothing! All I want is to give my husband a child. I have a 4 1/2 year old son which my husband loves to the moon and back but when he has to go back to his fathers house my hubby gets sad and in a depressed mood....  breaks my heart! All my friends right now are announcing their pregnancy and I'm over here not..... it is just killing me! I see all these babies and it makes me soooo happy!! I want that!!!