Today I was watching the my strange addiction show. There was a women on there addicted to teddy bears.shewould dress them, take them for walks in strollers,would ask for booster seats and high chairs to put them in. At first I thought it was completely absurd, until she mentioned that she found out she was unable to have kids. Than I realised she probably was just trying to find a way to fill that big gap. I have been ttc for 1 year and 4 months now with 1 miscarriage, and there are days whenI get depressed and angry. After watching this show I felt so bad for all the people unable to have babies that I realised how selfish I was for complaining. For all you ladies Ttc! Stay positive it'll happen, and for those who can't I am so sorry for that but I hope you get a rainbow baby in other ways like adoption

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