So...

I married my boyfriend of 2 years. .. We had lived 1 year before finding out I was pregs and right afterwards came the proposal...

He went back to his country I had a crappy job that helped the bills and health care. .. and 1 20 days b4 my due date he was back to see the birth. .. just after 14 days of my natural birth he was already asking me for sex... he was turned on all the time. .. but as soon as we came to his country together, the thing stopped. ... one year passed and sex was nonexistent, we got married the 14th of Feb and on our "special night" there was no sex... he turned in the tv and didn't even kiss me...In 2 years I can count with 1 hand the times we've had sex... I'm devastated. .. am I ugly? is there something wrong with me? I totally do everything to try and keep the bedroom working but he just doesn't want to spend quiet time with me... there's no passion... what would you do?