anyone else ttc and feeling disappointed

Hello im 30 got two children one 8 and other 3 from a prev relationship my current partner dosnt have any children and he is 34 he really wants a baby. I was on the pill but stoped around end of august ish and we havnt been using protection since but every month i get that BFN its so disappointing to the point i am an emoshional wreck is there anyone else going through the same thing ?  My next periord is due in 2 weeks and according to glow ive been ovulation for the oast week we have been doing it every other night and did it on my highest day which was sunday hopefully this will be my month