Missing him while he's here..?

Ugh my husband and I had a big argument on the 29th ..it almost led to a break up. Alot of things were said and honestly alot was blamed on me. Gr also has his wrongs and he can't seem to understand that. Anywho, after 3 hrs of arguing he left the house and didn't come home maybe 3 hrs later. When he left I was so devastated, thinking that it's actually over, that I started drinking... I drank half the bottle and by the time he got home I was tipsy... So I kinda brushed off what happened. He did as well because he came home all non chalant. We played video games and then we ended up having sex. Next day in the back of my head I'm still thinking about the argument.. We really didn't talk it out or anything.. But my point is that ever since the argument it's been quiet. I feel like I live with a stranger.. He works until like 2 in the morning and I work at 10am so I really don't see him. When he finally gets home I'm half asleep and he stays up all night playing video games or watching porn 😑 ..we don't text each other and if I do text him I don't get a reply.. Which I understand BC he's working.. Idk I feel like he's probably seeing someone or maybe I'm just overthiniking the situation.

Last night I did ask him what was the outcome of the argument and he said he wants to work it out.. Ughh hormones 😑😑