got drunk last night and drunk-texted the guy I'm talking to thinking it's my EX

Drank too much last night and accidentally drunk texted the guy I've been talking to for around a week, thinking he was my EX. 
Dear god I'm so embarrassed and there is absolutely no recovering from it. 
Sent him pictures callinghim Ryan (my ex's name) and talked about how I messed up and miss "us". 
Ohgodohgodohgod